twelve.
Moss grows over your eyes
When I speak so softly of my ghosts
Moss grows over your eyes
And I'm gone away
Mama say, you're bad for me
Mama say, Mama say
And moss grows over your mouth and
Over your ears so
You can't hear me drowning
In so many garlic flowers
In the scattered scraping of lizard feet
Beneath sun painted yellow trees
You were just a mirror in the grass
I sat beside
And watched the sky move
Like a kaleidoscope for days
But I moved too close, too soon
And caught the light reflected
In my gaze
And the world went sort of
Still and white
And blind
Heaven is so many garlic flowers on my mind
And I'm gonna drown
And I'm gonna stay
Mama say, you don't love me
Mama say, you never will
But I watched you from my windowsill
And ran into a stranger's sun, shaking its head
To meet you, meet you
Standing tall and slim
In almost comic opposition with the dead heat
Of the day
You were just cool water at my feet
I sunk into cool water whispering
With too much intent
Water that made dagger rocks
Feel sweet and smooth
And dense
I crept through them, quiet and numb
Till my hair stretched out
Beneath sun freckled leaves
Smiling coyly on the surface of the stream
Let my head rest back against the surface
Of the dream
Floating pale fingers
Floating pale dress
You say love is abscess,
But love is blood in the water
And I grew ashamed of my baby flesh
Ashamed
To look on the narrow mountain pass
Of your nose, still
Turned away from me
I didn't drown, I sunk
Deep into the ground
With garlic flowers falling all around
Littering the seedy shadows of the river bank
Ashamed
I climbed drenched into
The outstretched arms of
The retched, river drunk ground
Soaking pale fingers
Soaking pale dress
Caked in mud
While mama threw white roses
On my face
You dressed all in black
You dressed all in eyes so grave
And I'm gone away
But Mama stand so solemn at my feet
Mama say, sweets to the sweet
I love I love I love I love
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